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 29 December 2024  Time flies .. Suddenly im at stage where I get my own money , regular salary , already become a medical officer  getting placement in district as emergency medical officer. Time do really flies .. I read back my blog on 2020 , alhamdulillah Allah the Greatest Planner . Allah give me the best for me all this while . Currently im waiting till 9.40PM to go to my oncall. im scared, anxious . But honestly what can I do . Im will do my best for rezeki yang halal and to get bless from Allah . Simpler word . Hadap je la Ju  “Maka nikmat Tuhan kamu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan"

Intention

Tuesday, 17 March 2020  It was the last time since I drove my car. A day before was my last day in Hosp HAT Mizan. During that time I was doing Anaes Posting. Never thought this will last till today. When I count the day, today is Day-59 I stay at home due to COVID-19. The first month was fun for me. I do relieve my stress from study, relaxing my competitive nature, can watch anime, movie ,k drama. I overslept. My parents at home. Everybody there in my home. But after that, my routine became dull. I not doing any meaningful thing. All I think back then was fun and don`t want to think at all. But then I realized, that I am still a medical student that wait to be graduate and at the end to become doctor in community. I know I m still lacking in many way. Knowledge . Skills. Basics . I don`t want my teenage become a waste. Most important thing is that my niat. For these while, I am not set my niat correct. I only study because I`m afraid people will look down upon me and my biggest c...

MY BUCKET LIST

1. SEND MY PARENT TO HAJJ AND UMRAH USING MY OWN MONEY 2. GETING MY TITLE AS DOCTOR.  - not just a doctor but a good and safe doctor - insya ALLAH 3. TRAVEL ALONEE !! - if go with friends also can .. but hmmm  ahahah - places that i really want to go   #1) MEKAH AND MADINAH   #2) AUSTRALIA   #3) UK   #4) TURKEY   #5) NORTH INDIA   #6) JAPAN   #7) LONDON  and moree  im gonna take a tonss of  pic . gettin new friends . solat in their  mosque . see the scenery . just relax and chill . play snoww . wear thick cloth coz i lov to wear sweater . 4. PLAN HONEYMOON FOR MY PARENTS. 5. TRIP WITH MY FAMILY  6. BECOME A SPECIALIST  -  i enjoy learning about our brain then i thinking about becoming a neurosurgoen but nahhh still long way to go .. next 7. BECOME A HAFIZAH -  can memorized 30 JUZ AL QURAN  masya ALLAH such a blessful life . BUT MY PRIORITY NOW IS HAPPINESS FOR MY PAREN...
sampai2 dekat skola aq ne x de air la bocor argh,,... im so tension..,, trial pmr are around the corner..,,how can i study in this condition..,, k i have to out